Dilemma

I’ve decided that I’m going to take a gap year and go to London for about a month and road trip it to the NT (I live in Australia). It will be so amazing… But..

I have my boyfriend (who I love with every inch of my heart) and he doesn’t like the whole idea, I’ve been with him since i was 14, I’m 18 this year and I feel like I don’t really know who I am without him I can’t imagine life without him but I think I need to explore a little and find out what our little world has to offer. All that comes to mind right now is ‘if you love something set it free, if it comes back its yours’ I feel as though I need him to let me go to be myself and I’ll come home to him once I’ve found who I am. It sounds bad but I really don’t know who I am without him

Feb 4 2013